Every night about pass 12am her activity will slow down as though she knows is about time to sleep. She might still have very slight movement but I know and I can feel that she's slowly getting into the sleep mode. Surprisingly, yesterday night she was not in her normal routine. Last night I was very upset and angry with him for being home so late. I couldn't sleep even after pass 1am. And there she is, very active while i'm still awake. She was actively moving, doing her kicks and boxing. It was as though she can feel that I was in a very sad and upset mood and she's reacting to that. Could it be that my heart rate was beating faster than normal or maybe the hormone changes with the mood swings and she's reacting to these changes. Or could it be that she knows that I'm upset, she wants to let me know that she's there with me and that I'm not alone. It feels weird but at the same time I really feel blessed.
Some friends were saying, when the mother is happy and laughing the baby will also be happy. But when the mother is sad, the baby will also be sad. I guess to certain extend this is quite true. So I better find ways to make sure I'm happy every other day so I won't have a grumpy baby next time :)
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